Seeing my friends happy with their partners, I grab the healthy envy.
Many of them have found their partners because they have searched literally would not say that the search was incisive, but I think the fact that he decided to go out and meet new friends and generated other social circles, he pressed on the fact finding their partners.
My friends psychologists say it's a matter of waiting, the romantics say love is just around the corner, and the more superstitious say that is a matter of fate.
walk through my house, I have not put shoes, I'm with a sock to the calf shelters me, I walk from one place to another smoking a cigarette that was me last night. I address myself to the bathroom, urinate, I head to the bedroom, I lay a while sleeping, but I think the 3 cups of coffee that I drink has proved very efficient. Anxiety spreads through my hands, and I rise, I am writing this look into the mirror in my room, all this reminds me of the times that came tired of looking. All the absurd
search
me tired, but when I go out with my friends and I feel fine I hope. Out with them and their partners, go out with my friend and I realized how good he is with her boyfriend, salgo con otra amiga y me cuenta que ya se cansó de los filtreos y que dentro de poco va a comenzar una relación formal, y cuando me dice dentro de poco pienso en lo programada y dispuesta que está para comenzar una relación que entre comillas suena a “ estoy lista, apúntense” una cuestión así.
Calamaro suena en mi especie de equipo de sonido y me dice que nose puede vivir del amor, o me dice que esa flaca me arde, o me quema, o que cuando la conocí salía con un montón de amigos. Tengo esa estúpida ficción en mi cabeza de crearme escenas en la que soy valiente y digo que amo, y digo que odio, carajo!, mil veces odio la babosa intención mía de estar con alguien, y odio There is enormous confusion in my mind. Could it be all so easy if only Mike would say stop thinking and living, or if I am determined to stop screening, then I decide WebOne be calm and be willing and available to fall in love.
would be desirable to put an ad in trade, but it would be stupid, I think it is ridiculous that it would issue further, "men seeking women for a serious romance that got tired of flirtation and wants to pull in the most romantic with a woman "But it is absurd meditating, it would be to tell my mom that I now no longer looking for brides and understand that because I grew up and I am a boy of 26 who can sought for itself, but Mom (as a friend would say) sucks, and she fucks my friends who got married and have their family, and fuck my friends who suck up to die clubs ravine, and they taunt me because I say it should feel what it's like being a dad, fuck friends from work when they talk about their marriages and how happy they feel when they talk about his family and when one of them fuck who is 28 is getting married next month and see all fuck me at this point in my life, this stage alpinchista fuck, fuck listen to calamaro (damn you write lyrics as simple as that hurt me), fucking listen to Mike when he says: What woman?, damn that woman or women find a beautiful smile, a response string of love, nothing obsessive please, I hate and detest obsessive women, damn I miss a woman who is so damn beautiful, knowing that someone remind me when I'm traveling and I wait, I'm tired of mom is that wait goes on, it would be better if "that woman" is another woman not my mother.
I got tired of flirtation is true, but hearing the story of my friend and waited 9 months to his girlfriend he loves a lot, I win and anxiety irritates me the idea of \u200b\u200bwaiting So I think I'm not used to wait, that's bad, I will go soon to a psychologist I promise, I can do it!, is the least I can say.
In reviewing the damn newspaper my zodiac sign tells me to wait, I must have patience, and I'd rather break it into pieces and left in a rubbish bin in the file.
"Patience?, To be believed this child of his mother to tell me to be patient, of course, as she is a solterana is a complex and want anyone else in the fucking Peru is on, if it continues like rotten will die lonely and that nobody will raise, I think nobody throws it long ago.
It is night and now I'm tired, I warmed the baths to take a bath when you're feeling like water through each pore of my skin, think about how relaxing it is to bathe the person you love, think of way to forget about thinking and end the day lying in my bed and staring at the ceiling of the room, turn off the light the pedestal and try to find sleep, I can do it!, the roof is beautiful and the dream is coming too.
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